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Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Ex Boyfriends

First off I really dont understand them. For Real I dont. Isnt it a reason why they get the title *EX BOYFRIEND*??? Yes its a reason.....Why do they seem to wanna come back in your life some how or some way??? OMG!!!!

So Okay I have this EX BOYFRIEND right. His name is Duke but I call him Dukiie. LOL kinda sounds nasty. I knowssssss. But anyways its like he is mad at me cause I have moved on but I dont understand why he mad. When me & him was together I had fallen in love with him like WOAH. Use to tell him I love him and shit and his response use to always be *AWWWW* like on some tryna play me type shit. So I felt he basically left me hanging.

So hell yeah I moved on. And now all of a sudden he wanna confess to me on how he love me and always loved me just didnt want to tell me cause he was afriad of getting heart broken and shit like that. I DONT UNDERSTAND, Or maybe I do understand just a little.

If that was the case why he just didnt be real with me and tell me that when I first told him I loved him. That would of probalii helped alot cause we probalii could still be together but nope he messed it all up by making me feel like shit.

Now he tryna make me feel bad or whatever. So I apoligized to him from the kindness of my heart cause he feels hurt that I moved on. But I see it like this it was all his doing. He left me hanging all the times I expressed myself to him all I ever got was a frizzle fucking *AWWWWW*and that made me feel like I wasnt worth his time or what so ever . So my heart told me to move on so thats what the frizzle fuck I did. I always listen to my heart no matter what cause sometimes your mind play tricks on you. Get what im saying??

The part that got me is that when me and him was together we NEVER I mean NEVER kissed but we had SEX. To me that felt strange cause he never even attemped to kiss me But I did kiss him on his cheeks a couple of times to give him a hint that I wanted our lips to meet but nope it never happened. NO tongue action NO NOTHING but straight up SEX. Dont get the wrong idea the SEX was popping NO LIE. I liked it.

Im willing to be friends with Dukiie but this whole him wanting me back aint gon happen. DEAD ASS! If he dont want to be my friend than I dont know what else to tell him and Im dam sure aint gon stress it. Feel me?

*Its somebody out there for everybody* So he better move on and find that somebody. Not tryna sound cold hearted or anything like that but its life. I still got love for shawttii but not that relationship type LOVE. Yall should get what Im saying.....


P.S............

Frizzle---Oh thats just some weird word I made up...LMAO dont mind me I come up with some weird words sometimes......

Oh Yeah before yall go I want yall to check out my Besite Tasha Blog page she just joined.....She need readers!!

9 comments:

Super Woman said...

bendito Mujer tell dukie go away. You got chris

butttt ...how dare he try to be mad at you?

I know this feeling, when you give 110% and they give you a frizzle 15% in return (frizzle) thats not cool so you were justified in moving on and im glad you stood your ground toya because sometimes you too nice.

me and my ex that i went out with for 6 years ...of course he took my virginity and is the only boy besides my last ex i ever had sex with (damn ....2 people? i have NO experience LOL) we had sex and didnt kiss for six years because i HATED kissing
I still hate it and i dont like people kissing on me...

so dont take that as a diss LOL.

whats tasha's link???

Tuotierugif >^..^<© said...

I think its always like that, they see how great you are when they don't have you anymore and by then its too late :( lol

Angel said...

boyfriends? girls too!!!

Jaded said...

I always listen to my heart no matter what cause sometimes your mind play tricks on you.

I like that...it's clever.

ShonaVixen said...

Guys always act like this, dont know if they think that after break-up women are meant to curl up and just not move on...hell yeah we do move on so get with the programme..lol

Pretty.Hip said...

Girl, I think everybody can relate to this post. People don't know what they've got til its gone

Qucifer said...

Booo! guys that don't kiss... UGH they disgust me!

Guys have a radar for "when you moved on" that's when they pull that type of nice stuff

rethots said...

Hmmmm, the world is sure round.

Lyrik Marie said...

I couldn't agree anymore .. Exboyfriends .. it's like once ya'll break up .. you see qualities you hadn't before .. and they're never good .. SMHH ..