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Sunday, November 30, 2008

Depressing

I have just gotten off the phone with Chirs not too long ago. I cried. Sometimes I get the *cries* when I hear his voice cause I just want him near me. Its Sad. Im missing him like krazii. Really in need of him. **TEARS**

Well Chris is suppose to be coming home next year*2009* in April sometime. On Dec 2nd ((which is Tuesday)) is when he go to see the people who determine if he come home next year April or not. He says he is nervous...Well shit im more nervous for him(I aint tell him that) thats another reason why I was crying on the phone with him.

All sorts of questions was popping up in my head like......What if he have to do more time??, Will I still hold him down??.......

Im praying and hoping they let him come home in April cause to tell yall the truth I dont know what the fuck I would do if they give him more years. LOSE MY DAM MIND probalii..

Dam its krazii I dont even know what else to say right now. I cant even cry nomore tears because I cried them all out. Just being strong and patiently waiting for Tuesday to get here. I dont want to be with nobody else but him. Yes the love I have for him is that strong. I couldnt even imagine myself with the next niggah.

I dont think I have nothing else to say in this post cause im deep thinking about Chris and wondering about the the good or bad news I might get on tuesday....

12 comments:

freemanpress said...

Just found your blog so I'll check back.

Melody.Darlene said...

awwwe feel better mamas!

JuiicyKisz said...

awwww babe i'm sorry. you both are in my prayers.

Pyt08 said...

feel better. i hope your boo gets released soon.

Miss Definitely Maybe said...

its hard
but you got to be strong
will remember to say an extra special prayer for your boo tonight
and hopefully tomorrow you will get the good news you are hoping for

Losing Myself said...

Well, we'll just set about praying that the news is all good news.
Hang in there kiddo.

CRAZi BEAUTiFUL said...

TiMES GET TOUGH BUT YOU GOTTA STAY STRONG && HOLD ON
CUZ PATiENCE iS A ViRTUE
THAT WiLL PAY OFF
HOPE HE COME HOME LOVE=]
PS: THANKS 4 TAKiN TiME TO READ MY BLOG!
STAY TUNED;FEEL FREE 2 COMMENT!

WatzReal said...

If you know u got a good man then aint nothing wrong with waiting! Every Strong Black Man Needs A Strong Black Woman Buy His Side and vice versa!

WatzReal said...

Oh yeah I for got.
GOOD LUCK!!!!!!!!!!

Super Woman said...

Watz Real already said it. I think she gives the best advice alot of the time because she's so real with it.

Dont question and it shouldnt even be a question whether or not you'll be able to hold him down.

You been doing it for so long now, so keep it up. I believe his news will be good news. I hope so anyway

Keep Us Posted Toya!

Love You Mamas Imma hit u up on aim one of these days so you can get my number imma be home soon

Dope Fiend said...

u been tagged baby gurl

xoxo

Danielle said...

Aww, I hope everything works out for both of you.