ITS TRUE

"IF YOU CONSTANTLY TELL A MAN HE'S CHEATING THAN SOONER OR LATER HE WILL"

(ITS TRUE I BEEN THROUGH IT. BELIEVE ME. IF YOU SIT UP THERE AND TELL A MAN HE'S CHEATING WHEN HE SAYING HE AINT THAN IF HE REALLY IS CHEATING HE'S GONNA KEEP DOING IT AND IF HE NOT CHEATING HE WILL START JUST BECAUSE YOU ACCUSING HIM OF DOING SO.

YES HE WILL FEEL LIKE "SHE ALREADY KNOW IM CHEATING SO WHY NOT KEEP DOING IT" OR "SHE ALREADY THINK IM CHEATING SO WHY NOT START CHEATING"

YEAH NONE OF THIS MAY SOUND TRUE OR MAKE ANY SENSE TO YALL BUT ITS REALLY TRUE AND MAKES ALOT OF SENSE IF YOU REALLY THINK ABOUT IT OR BEEN THROUGH IT LIKE I HAVE....YA FEEL ME?

HELL YEAH ITS WRONG BUT THATS JUST SOME MEN!!!

"MEN WILL BE MEN REGARDLESS IF YOU LIKE IT OR NOT" AND ITS A SHAME I KNOW.

SO WHEN YOU GOTTA REAL MAN(FAITHFUL MAN) YOU BETTER HOLD ON TO HIM CAUSE I KNOW ITS GON BE HARD TO FIND ANOTHER REAL MAN CAUSE IT AINT THAT MANY REAL MEN IN THIS WORLD HALF OF THEM ARE MARRIED OR IN PRISON.

YA DIG WHAT IM SAYING?

Life is short as hell

YES LIFE IS REALLY SHORT AND ITS REALLY KRAZII. KINDA SCARY TOO SHIT.

ALL IM SAYING IS "LIFE IS WHAT YOU MAKE IT"..THERE IS NO DAM TIME TO BE WASTED FOR REAL CAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW YOU CAN BE GON BY TOMORROW. YES LIFE IS THAT SHORT...

OK NOW IF YOUR BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND/FRIEND/SISTER/BROTHER/UNCLE/GRANDPARENTS TELLING YOU TO COME VISIT THEM ONE DAY JUST GO AND DONT SAY "MAYBE SOME OTHER TIME" CAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW IT JUST MIGHT NOT BE A NEXT TIME. FEEL ME? AND IF YOU ARE BUSY ON THAT DAY THEY WANNA LINK UP JUST INVITE THEM TO WHEREVER YOUR GONNA BE BUSY AT LOL. WELL YALL SHOULD GET WHAT IM SAYING.

SORRY THIS A SHORT POST THIS TIME

LOL HOW SHORT IS IT THO????

Boring Mondays

Yes mondays seem so boring, I cant believe I been in the house all day. Didnt even step foot in the hallway today and usally I do but I dont know whats wrong with me. Maybe cause Im missing my babii cuzzin but I know sooner or later I will be just fine. Tommorow im going outside I dont care how cold it is out there either. LoL. Well here lately I been taking pictures. So imma share them with yall.



Pretty Flicks or what??....People keep saying im getting FAT. Which is not true in my eyes. Maybe they saying that cause im always saying "Im hungry". Shit I really do be hungry LoL. I love food and cant live without some. If Im angry you better go get me some food. Cause it calms me down alot.

Dam im really missing Chris like krazii..I ask myself how much longer can I go holding him down???..than I say "thats a stupid question" because if I made it this far holding him down I can go further!!...right? what yall think??.. I love him to death so im always gon be here for him.
Wishing he hurry up and come home thats all.

...........

Im so bored in this dam house. It really sucks so much for real!!!
Dam I feel like a I need a new life..SHit I do need a new Life.

Imma start changing mad shit!!

Change is always good!!!!

Im going to grease my scalp so imma end this post!

I might type another one before I go to bed thats if im not to tired after I grease my scalp!!!

DUCES!!!!!!!!!!!

Lost

On friday was my babii cuzzin funeral..OMG so sad!!

I took pictures but I will not post up here its too emotional for real.

I still cant believe he's really gone....

I just dont wanna believe he's gone. I stood at that casket for so long. I didnt wanna leave his side. People tried to pull me awaii I just wouldnt move though.It hurt my heart to see him like that. I love him and wished he could of had more time to live. I know I will meet him again so until than all I can do is be strong.

R.I.P LiL NorriS

Okay I Guess

YEA I GUESS IM OKAY. JUST TRYNA STAY STRONG BUT ITS HARD. I CANT EVEN EXPLAN HOW I FEEL. MY MIND JUST ALL FUCKED UP.

MY BABII CUZZIN FUNERAL ON FRIDAY. I ALREADY KNOW IMMA TAKE IT REAL HARD. NOT CRYING IS IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME AT FUNERALS NO MATTER HOW HARD I SQUEEZE MY EYES SO THE TEARS WONT COME OUT, THAT SHIT DOESNT WORK. ITS LIKE I LOST A BABII BUT IT WASNT MINE BUT I CAN FEEL THE PAIN THAT THE PARENTS ARE GOING THROUGH. ITS SO SAD. DAM I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO. EVERYTHING SEEM SO FUCKED UP.

I WANTED TO HAVE A SPECIAL BOND WITH MY BABII CUZZIN . FOR REAL I WANTED TO BE THAT BIG CUZZIN WHERE HE CAN COME TO ME ABOUT ANYTHING I MEAN ANYTHING DOESNT MATTER WHAT IT IS. YES I WOULD OF BEEN THERE FOR HIM THROUGH EVERYTHING. BEEN ON HIS SIDE WHETHER HE WAS RIGHT OR WRONG. I WOULD OF HAD HIS BACK.

DAM I THOUGHT MY LIL MAN WAS GON REALLY HAVE SOMEBODY TO RUN AROUND WITH AND SHIT. YA KNOW DRIVE ME KRAZII. THEY COULD OF HAD SLEEP OVERS AND EVERYTHING. I WOULD OF TOOK MY BABII CUZZIN EVERYWHERE ME AND MY LIL MAN WENT. OMG THIS IS REALLY KILLING MY HEART LIKE DEAD ASS. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO.

I LOVE KIDS THATS WHY THIS IS BREAKING MY HEART SO MUCH!!!!

WELL IMMA STOP HERE MAYBE POST ANTHER POST LATER OR W/E

Sad day

WHAT A SAD DAY IT IS FOR ME TODAY. MY SIDEKICK FELL IN THE TOILET SO ITS KINDA GOOD/BAD NOW...IM NOT EVEN STRESSING THIS DAM SIDEKICK RIGHT NOW....


MY BABII CUZZIN WHO I AINT GET TO MEET YET DIED TODAY AND HE JUST MADE 1 MONTH OLD TODAY. HE WAS BORN WHEN HIS MOM WAS 6 MONTHS PREGNANT (JAN 6, 2009). HE WAS IN THE HOSPITAL SINCE HE WAS BORN. HE NEEDED HELP BREATHING. SAD RIGHT?. I CANT BELIEVE IT. ALL I CAN DO IS CRY MY HEART OUT. DAM I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT ELSE TO SAY IN THIS POST. SO PLEASE BEAR WITH ME. IM TAKING IT HARD RIGHT NOW.......

R.I.P TO MY BABII CUZZIN NORRIS...I LOVE U AND MISS U ALREADY!

SMFH...DAM YO

DONT KNOW WHEN IMMA WRITE ANOTHER POST SO UNTIL THAN SMOOCHES YALL!

CRYING OUT

IM SITTING HERE CRYING OUT MY FUCKING HEART WHILE LISTENING TO MUSIC. MUSIC HELPS ME CALM DOWN AND SO DOES FOOD BUT SINCE IM BEING LAZII IM NOT GONNA GET UP AND FIX ME SOMETHING TO EAT.

REASON IM CRYING IS CAUSE THESE LAST COUPLE OF DAYS MY MOM BEEN STRESSING ME OUT AND SHIT. COMPLAINING OVER LIL SHIT AND WANTING TO ARGUE AND FIGHT ALL THE TIME. THE FIGHTING AND ARGUING ALL THE TIME IM JUST NOT TRYNA GO THROUGH THAT WITH NOBODY THIS YEAR. I DONT MEAN TO GET STRESSED BUT THIS LADII THAT CALLS HERSELF MY MOM IS REALLY ON MY LAST NERVE. IM AT THIS POINT WHERE IM JUST GON SNAP OUT AND DO SOMETHING KRAZII. I REALLY JUST NEED TO GET AWAY FOR REAL.

SEE I CAN ONLY TAKE SO MUCH FROM A PERSON UNTIL IT ANNOYS THE SHIT OUT OF ME AND MY MOM IS ANNOYING THE SHIT OUT OF ME. SHE WAS JUST SAYING SOME BULLSHIT OUT HER MOUTH I JUST FELT LIKE SMACKING THE SHIT OUT OF HER IT SOUNDS MEAN BUT THATS JUST A FEELING I HAD. I JUST SAT HERE AND KEPT MY MOUTH SHUT BECAUSE I WOULD HAVE REALLY HURT THIS LADII FOR REAL. WHEN IM MAD AND CRYING I TEND TO GO KRAZII AND NOBODY CAN STOP ME. SO IM CRYING AND I DECIDED TO TYPE A POST. AS I TYPE THIS ITS CALMING ME DOWN A LIL AND SO IS THIS MUSIC....

"THIS WORLD WILL REALLY BE FUCKED UP WITHOUT ANY MUSIC, THANK GOD FOR
MUSIC".........


WHY CANT SHE JUST KNOCK IT THE FUCK OFF?????

OMG I JUST WANNA SCREAM OUT LOUD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

UPDATE I GUESS

FIRST OFF IF YOU AINT KNOW I GOT TWO MORE TATTOOS(5TH & 6TH ONE) "MY GRANDMA AND MOM NAME"IN ONE WEEK. YEAH ITS A ADDICTIVE. TO ME THEY DONT HURT EITHER. I TAKE IT LIKE A G. LOL WELL ANYWAYS MY LIFE IS GOING GOOD I GUESS. JUST WANTING CHRIS TO COME HOME. IM MISSING HIM LIKE KRAZII. HE STILL IN THAT DAM BOX. OMG I NEED TO HERE HIS VOICE OR SOMETHING. WELL IT COST $80 TO GO SEE HIM NOW. BUT WHEN HE WAS AT THE OLD PRISON IT ONLY WAS $50. SHIT THEY TRIPPING. WELL IF I DO GO SEE HIM IT GOTTA BE REAL SOON!!! JUST TALKING AND THINKING ABOUT CHRIS MAKES ME WANNA CRY CAUSE HE NEEDS TO BE HOME WITH ME. BEING ALONE ON THEM COLD DAYS WITH NOBODY TO CUDDLE WITH REALLY SUCKS. FOR REAL I CRY SOMETIMES!

MOVING ON......


ME AND MY BABYFATHER ARE LIKE THE BEST OF FRIENDS NOW WELL SOMETHING LIKE THAT CUZ WE REALIZED ALL THAT FIGHTING AND SHIT AINT WORTH IT. YUP IT REALLY AINT IF YOU THINK ABOUT IT.


WOW I CANT BELIEVE JANUARY JUST FLEW BY SO FAST. TIME NEED TO SLOW DOWN. LMAO I DONT WANNA GET OLD YET. NEXT MONTH MY LIL MAN WILL BE THE BIG 2 . DAM I CANT BELIEVE IT. MY LIL MAN ABOUT TO BE A BIG MAN BEFORE I KNEW IT. FOR REAL...

OK THIS IS IT FOR THIS POST CAUSE IM GETTING TIRED OF TYPING AND MY LIL MAN QUAN WONT GO BACK TO SLEEP...

SMOOCHES!!!!!