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Tuesday, February 3, 2009

CRYING OUT

IM SITTING HERE CRYING OUT MY FUCKING HEART WHILE LISTENING TO MUSIC. MUSIC HELPS ME CALM DOWN AND SO DOES FOOD BUT SINCE IM BEING LAZII IM NOT GONNA GET UP AND FIX ME SOMETHING TO EAT.

REASON IM CRYING IS CAUSE THESE LAST COUPLE OF DAYS MY MOM BEEN STRESSING ME OUT AND SHIT. COMPLAINING OVER LIL SHIT AND WANTING TO ARGUE AND FIGHT ALL THE TIME. THE FIGHTING AND ARGUING ALL THE TIME IM JUST NOT TRYNA GO THROUGH THAT WITH NOBODY THIS YEAR. I DONT MEAN TO GET STRESSED BUT THIS LADII THAT CALLS HERSELF MY MOM IS REALLY ON MY LAST NERVE. IM AT THIS POINT WHERE IM JUST GON SNAP OUT AND DO SOMETHING KRAZII. I REALLY JUST NEED TO GET AWAY FOR REAL.

SEE I CAN ONLY TAKE SO MUCH FROM A PERSON UNTIL IT ANNOYS THE SHIT OUT OF ME AND MY MOM IS ANNOYING THE SHIT OUT OF ME. SHE WAS JUST SAYING SOME BULLSHIT OUT HER MOUTH I JUST FELT LIKE SMACKING THE SHIT OUT OF HER IT SOUNDS MEAN BUT THATS JUST A FEELING I HAD. I JUST SAT HERE AND KEPT MY MOUTH SHUT BECAUSE I WOULD HAVE REALLY HURT THIS LADII FOR REAL. WHEN IM MAD AND CRYING I TEND TO GO KRAZII AND NOBODY CAN STOP ME. SO IM CRYING AND I DECIDED TO TYPE A POST. AS I TYPE THIS ITS CALMING ME DOWN A LIL AND SO IS THIS MUSIC....

"THIS WORLD WILL REALLY BE FUCKED UP WITHOUT ANY MUSIC, THANK GOD FOR
MUSIC".........


WHY CANT SHE JUST KNOCK IT THE FUCK OFF?????

OMG I JUST WANNA SCREAM OUT LOUD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

7 comments:

Super Woman said...

WELL you already know how i am wit my moms. I personally cant stand her and she aint do nothing to me recently. LMAO

BUT you gotta learn to just wait until you calmed down go to her and be like
"Ma why you been wildin lately." thats the only way to do it.

She'll look at you differently for coming to her calmly and she might even change her attitude. If you hold it in You gonna end up spazzin on her and that CANT be good.

Teems said...

AMEN to music. This shall pass...

Lil Honey B said...

You know, my mom and I didn't really get along until I moved out the house. Now we're like BFF's but only because we are not up under the same roof.

Tha BossMack TopSoil said...

Music is everything, I feel you

Losing Myself said...

When my daughter and her #1 daughter moved back in with me, we had a lot of problems getting along. Seems like I wanted to mother her, and kept forgetting she was all grown up. It didn't get better until she moved out the last time. Then we got to be good friends. Nothin' like having a daughter as your friend. You just hang on girl, and try to give your Mom a break. Super Woman is right about you going to your mom calmly. The fact that you were able to hold it in, and write instead of going at it with her, shows that you have really matured. Just keep that attitude.
God Bless ya real good, girl

Reggie said...

Shame on it all!!!!!! I am this way towards ALOT of people......But music helps like crack!!!!

A.P. said...

I already know Toya! My mom does the same thing. Nobody wants top hear me out until I go crazy and then they want to know what's the matter. Just keep your head up