DONT PLAY WITH LIFE

LIFE SHOULDNT BE PLAYED WITH AT ALL.


EARLY TODAY MY BABYFATHER GOT SHOT AND IM STILL IN SHOCK HAPPY HE'S STILL ALIVE THOUGH. AFTER EVERYTHING WE BEEN THROUGH I STILL GOT LOVE FOR HIM AND I WOULD  OF BEEN REALLY CRUSHED IF HE AINT MAKE IT THROUGH THOSE BULLETS NOT ONLY ME BUT QUAN WOULD OF ALSO BEEN CRUSHED. 


BUT WHEN I FOUND OUT HE GOT SHOT, I WAS IN SHOCK AND TEARS WAS FOLOWING. MY HEART WAS BEATING TRIPLE FAST. HONESTLY I WAS SCARED!  SHIT IM STILL IN SHOCK.



GOD IS GOOD AND IM THANKFUL HE'S STILL ALIVE!  

LIVING LOVELY

WHEN THE LAST TIME YOU SAW A PICTURE OF ME UP HERE? LOL YESSSSIR THATS ME AND IM LIVING LOVELY EVEN THOUGH IM KINDA STRESSING BUT I KNOW WITH MY HEART EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT.  YEAH GOING THROUGH HARD TIME AND STRUGGLES . WELL YEAH THATS PART OF LIFE SO I HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO SUCK IT UP, BECAUSE WHAT ELSE CAN I DO?. NOTHING AT ALL. EVERYTHING THATS GOING ON IN MY LIFE IS FOR A REASON. 

IM LOVING MY SON MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THE WORLD AND IM BEING THE BEST MOTHER I CAN BE AND IM DOING A GREAT JOB AT IT. SO GREAT THAT MY SON CALLS ME MOMMY & DADDY!. YUP IM BOTH AND HAVE NO PROBLEM WITH IT. I BEEN HAVING  THIS DOWN PACK SINCE 3/24/07. HIS FATHER IS ONLY A FATHER WHEN HE WANNA BE , HE LETTING THE STREETS TAKE CONTROL OF HIM. BUT WE NOT GON GET INTO THAT.



ANYWAYS LIKE I SAID IM LIVING LOVELY  AND SO IS MY LIL MAN !

VERY AGGRAVATED

SO I GET ANNOYED AND AGGRAVATED WITH PEOPLE VERY FAST. AM IM THE ONLY ONE THATS LIKE THAT? IDK WHY I GET SO ANNOYED AND AGGRAVATED WITH PEOPLE SO FAST. MAYBE CAUSE THE SHIT THEY DO TO PISS ME THE FUCK OFF. SOME PEOPLE JUST REALLY GET UNDER MY SKIN. 

IM STARTING NOT TO BELIEVE IN MY SON'S GODPARENTS ANYMORE. THEY NOT FAITHFUL TO THAT WORD. SHIT I DONT  EVEN BELIEVE IN MY GODMOTHER. ITS JUST THE WAY PEOPLE CARRY THEYSELF FOR ME TO FEEL THIS WAY. 

EVERYBODY  AROUND CHANGING  UP ON ME. THATS NOTHING NEW THOUGH. LOL IM GETTING USE TO IT. I STARTED TO DELETE MY TWITTER, MYSPACE AND FACEBOOK TODAY, THATS HOW I ANNOYED I GOT BUT INSTEAD I DECIDE TO PUT MY THOUGHTS HERE AND I FEEL BETTER..


BUT WHY THE FUCK PEOPLE GOTTA BE SO ANNOYING AND DO STUPID SHIT TO PISS ME THE HELL OFF? DO THEY HAVE FUN DOING IT? I GUESS SO IDK!




IMMA END THIS HERE! 
 

THOUGHTS FOR THE NIGHT

I HAVE ALOT OF THOUGHTS RIGHT NOW BUT MY MAIN ONE IS. I WANNA WRITE A BOOK. NOT REALLY SURE OF THE TITLE, BUT I WANNA SPEAK ON RELATIONSHIPS AND TELL PEOPLE WHAT I EXPERIENCED IN THEM . YALL GET THE POINT RIGHT? OR MAYBE NOT? WELL LET ME MAKE IT CLEAR. I WANT TO WRITE A BOOK ABOUT DIFFERENT TYPES OF RELATIONSHIPS AND MAKE SURE PEOPLE LEARN ALOT FROM THEM. 


ANY IDEAS  OF WHAT THE TITLE SHOULD BE? CUZ I WAS THINKING "DIFFERENT TYPES OF RELATIONSHIPS" . HOW DOES THAT SOUND FOR A TITLE?

R.I.P AJ

R.I.P TO AJ (KANDI BURRUSS FIANCE) 


THIS IS A SAD WORLD. I DONT EVEN REALLY KNOW WHAT TO SAY. BUT MY HEART AND PRAYERS GOES OUT TO KANDI, HIS CHILDREN AND FAMILY. LIFE IS JUST SO SHORT. YOU NEVER GET A WARNING SIGN OR NOTHING ABOUT WHEN YOU LEAVING THIS EARTH. VIOLENCE----IT REALLY HAVE TO COME TO A STOP. SERIOUSLY. SO MANY PEOPLE HAVE DIED DUE TO FIGHTS/SHOOTING. ITS JUST FUCKED UP! WHY FIGHT? WHEN EVERYBODY CAN JUST COME TOGETHER AS ONE! I DONT UNDERSTAND. LIKE I FEEL SO SORRY FOR HIS KIDS, THEY DONT HAVE A FATHER ANYMORE AND I KNOW HOW THAT FEELS THAT SHIT HURTS LIKE HELL. I ALSO FEEL SORRY FOR KANDI. ITS TOO SAD! WHEN I READ HER BLOG SHE WROTE SPEAKIN ON HIS DEATH AND HER UNCLE'S DEATH REALLY BROUGHT TEARS TO MY EYES. ITS KRAZII CAUSE YOU CAN BE WITH A PERSON ONE MINUTE THAN THE NEXT MINUTE THEY CAN BE DEAD. THATS WHY I CANT STAY MAD AT A PERSON FOR SO LONG BECAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN THAT PERSON GON BE SWIPED OFF THIS OFF. A PERSON CAN BE GON AT ANY GIVEN MOMENT. SO MANY PEOPLE DIED THIS YEAR, ITS KRAZII AND SAD! LIKE WHATS GOING ON? IS THIS WORLD COMING TO A COMPLETE END? I NEED TO KNOW. I TRY TO DO EVERYTHING I CAN IN MY LIFE CAUSE TIME DONT WAIT FOR NOBODY AT ALL. TRUE? IM ALWAYS HEARING ABOUT PEOPLE DYING. MAN THIS IS SAD!.

UPDATE

WELL AS YALL KNOW ITS OCT 1ST, DAM TIME IS TOO FAST FOR ME. DONT REALLY HAVE ANYTHING TO BLOG ABOUT. JUST HERE TO LET YALL KNOW IM STILL HERE (ME AND QUAN GOOD)...............LOL....OH AND MY 21ST BDAY NEXT MONTH!