EVERYTHING THAT RUNS THROUGH MY MIND AND MOSTLY MY EVERY DAY LIFE

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

I CAN DO BAD ALL BY MYSELF(MADEA)

THAT MOVIE WAS THE BEST EVER. HAD ME KRYING AND SHIT. GOT IN SOME DEEP THOUGHTS AND ALL THAT. LMFAO MADEA WILD KRAZII THO AND SO IS JOE.


ALOT OF PEOPLE CAN LEARN FROM THAT MOVIE


IM SAYING IF A BITCH OR NIGGAH BRINGING YOU DOWN AND YOU KNOW BEING IN THAT RELATIONSHIP JUST AINT RIGHT BUT YOU JUST WANNA BE STUPID. JUST KEEP IN MIND "YOU CAN DO BAD BY YOURSLEF".


SOME FEMALES THINK HAVING A RELATIONSHIP WITH SOMEBODY ELSE'S HUSBAND IS KOOL, WELL ITS NOT BECAUSE HE'S NOT ONLY FUCKING HIS WIFE , HE FUCKING YOU TOO. SO WHAT IF HE PAYING YOUR BILLS. THAT DONT MEAN HE GETS TO HAVE HIS FUCKING CAKE AND EAT IT TOO. IT JUST AINT RIGHT.



& SOME MALES OUT HERE THINK HAVING A RELATIONSHIP WITH SOMEBODY ELSE'S WIFE IS KOOL ALSO. WELL ITS NOT BECAUSE (LIKE I SAID ABOUT FEMALES) . NOT ONLY IS SHE FUCKING YOU BUT SHE FUCKING HER HUSBAND ALSO. SHE CANT HAVE HER CAKE AND EAT IT TOO.


ALL THE DISEASES GOING AROUND I DONT KNOW WHY SOME PEOPLE FUCK OTHER PEOPLE WIVIES/HUSBANDS. SHIT NOT KUTE AT ALL!

Monday, September 14, 2009

VMA

OKAY REALLY DONT KNOW WHERE TO START ABOUT WHAT I SAW ON TV LAST NIGHT.


FIRST OFF...........KANYE OH LAWD!
PEOPLE THOUGHT IT WAS FUNNI THAT HE SNATCHED THE MIC OUT OF TAYLOR SWIFT HAND AND SAY WHAT HE HAD TO SAY. HE HAD TO BE DRUNK OR SOMETHING. IT WAS KINDA FUNNI THAN I THOUGHT ABOUT IT. IT WAS DISRESPECTFUL . REALLY IT WAS. HE DIDNT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT WHAT PEOPLE THOUGHT. YEA HE REAL BOLD!


LADY GAGA-----SERIOUSLY SHE'S REALLY DIFFERENT AND KINDA SCARY AND WEIRD TO ME.



PINK-----WHY DID SHE HAVE A HEART ON HER NIPPLE? AND SHE WAS HANG FROM WHAT? SMH LOOK LIKE THAT SHIT YOU SEE IN THE CIRCUS.


BEYONCE----HER PERFORMANCE WAS NICE AND IT WAS SWEET OF HER TO LET TAYLOR TO FINISH HER SPEECH.


TAYLOR SWIFT-------A PERFORMANCE IN A TRAIN STATION WHY? LOL AND THAT WAS THE FIRST TIME ME HEARING THAT SONG AND I LIKE THE BEAT. WHAT WAS THE NAME OF THE SONG SHE SANG? I FORGOT


BRITNEY SPEARS------HONESTLY I DIDNT KNOW SHE STILL SING. LOL AND WHAT KIND OF DANCE WAS SHE DOING? PLZ TELL ME!


KID CUDI-----4 WORDS "HE CAN GET IT". HE IS HELLA SEXY!


P.DIDDY------HMMMMMM NO WORDS REALLY


MJ TRIBUTE-----MADE ME TEARY EYE


MUSE-------SERIOUSLY WHO ARE THEY? NEVER HEARD!



JAY-Z AND ALICA KEYS------JAY WALKS WITH MAD SWAGG AND I LIKE IT. LOVED THE PERFORMANCE EVEN THOUGH JAY WAS LATE, I LIKE THAT SONG. ALICA WAS WORKING THEM SHOES TOO (PRETTY WERENT THEY?). BUT WAT A MINUTE WHERE THE HELL DID LIL MAMA COME FROM????? SHE WAS DEAD ASS WITH NO MIC, SO WHY SHE EVEN GO ON THE STAGE? SHE LOOKED LIKE A FUCKING ASSHEAD 4REAL. LOL SHE PROBABLY WAS SIPPING ON WHATEVER KANYE WAS SIPPING ON.





WELL THATS ALL I GOTTA SAY!

Sunday, September 13, 2009

DEEP

NO MATTER HOW HAPPY I AM, I CAN NEVER BE HAPPY FOR TOO LONG. ITS JUST MY LIFE. I WOULDNT WANT ANYBODY TO FEEL HOW I FEEL SOMEDAYS. ITS TIME WHERE I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO DO. SO I START SAYING KRAZII SHIT LIKE IMMA JUMP IN FRONT OF A CAR (BUT DEEP DOWN INSIDE I WOULDNT DO NOTHING LIKE THAT). THATS JUST THE WAY I BE FEELING. THE SHIT I GO THROUGH IS HARD TO EXPLAIN. IT DONT MAKE ANY SENSE. ME AND MY MOM ARGUE EVERYDAY AND SHE ALWAYS STARTS THE ARGUMENTS. GUESS WE NEVER GON GET ALONG AND WHEN I MOVE I DONT THINK I WANNA COME BACK TO VISIT HER. SEE IM NOT A MOMMY'S GIRL IN MY EYES, I WAS ALWAYS A DADDY'S GIRL AND WHEN MY DADDY DIED IN 2004 THAT WAS THE END OF THAT. IM AT THIS POINT IN MY LIFE WHERE I JUST WANNA BE STRESS FREE FOREVER. ITS LIKE ONE DAY IM STRESSED AND THE NEXT IM NOT. WHY IS THAT? I SAY MEAN SHIT TO MY MOM CAUSE SHE PISSES ME OFF. LIKE SHE DONT UNDERSTAND SHIT. I DONT THINK ANY PARENTS UNDERSTAND THEIR CHILD.


IN A COUPLE OF MONTHS IMMA BE 21 AND I THINK IMMA STILL BE GOING THRU THE SAMETHING. SOMETIMES I THINK MY CAUSE OF DEATH IS GONNA BE STRESS CAUSE IT BE THAT BAD. IM SITTING HERE KRYING AS I TYPE THIS, UGH MY CHEST IS HURTING AND SHIT. IF I GO INTO MORE DETAILS ON HOW I FEEL. YALL PROBABLY STILL WOULDNT UNDERSTAND. NOBODY UNDERSTANDS ME. YOU GOTTA WALK IN MY SHOES AND FEEL HOW I FEEL THAN YOU WOULD UNDERSTAND ME. MY LIFE AINT PERFECT AND I DONT WANT NOBODY TO THINK IT IS. JUST CAUSE I GET THIS AND THAT OR WHATEVER DOESNT MEAN IM PERFECT. I CRY MOSTLY ALL THE TIME. JUST CAUSE I BE HAPPY DOESNT MEAN I CANT BE SAD ON THE INSIDE. SOMETIMES I WONDER WAS I REALLY MEANT TO BE BORN?, WAS I JUST A MISTAKE? I KNOW I SHOULDNT FEEL LIKE THAT BUT I CANT CONTROL HOW I FEEL.


IMMA END THIS POST HERE CAUSE TEARS COMING HEAVY!